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Saturn's Return (or: On Turning 27 and Some Cosmic Rationale) by Danny Cox

1/28/2021

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They say 27 is the beginning of a time for great personal reflection, change, and a crossover to another phase of one’s life. They say this has to do with Saturn returning to the same place in its orbit as it was when you were born. They say it technically takes Saturn 29.5 years to make a full rotation around the sun (I confirmed this on NASA’s website), but you start to feel the effects at 27. They say, because of this, the effects can last until about thirty (astrology is an EXACT science). They say Saturn’s return is about maturing and taking stock in your life as it is and what you want it to be going forward. 

They say all this, but I don’t have a telescope so I must rely on hearsay.  

While I’m not one for astrology, as I approach my 27th birthday tomorrow (feel free to tell me what being an Aquarius means), I can’t deny I haven’t done some reflection as of late. I graduated college in 2015 and moved to LA immediately after with goals of working as a writer. In the five and a half years it’s been since, I have made some efforts towards that goal. I’ve gone to numerous screenwriting Q&As, I’ve hooked up with a writing partner and we’ve put some pretty funny things on the page, I’ve connected with the author and real life subjects of a book I’m adapting, and I’ve become the coordinator and occasional contributor to a blog for a highly regarded theater company (thanks Liz and Riley!) 

To be fair, surviving in LA is a challenge enough (I’m on my third apartment with my ninth and tenth roommates),  but I can’t help but look back with some disappointment. After almost six years I still have a day job (that isn’t writing). I haven’t written nearly as much on my own and nothing I can really show as a sample. I’ve been adapting that book on and off for years and do not even have a rough draft I’m happy with. And while I’ve been working to survive, not to mention figuring out mental illnesses (gotta love just now being diagnosed with ADHD), ultimately when I look back I have to take stock in my role in this.

Maybe I keep waiting for something to happen, but that’s the problem. 

Change is a part of nature, but the natural process is slow moving. It can be sped up  though by some hands on effort. The world itself is supposed to change at a slow rate, it took billions of years for the grand canyon to form. On the other hand thanks to human industry and capitalistic greed, we may destroy this Earth in the next 50 years! If not sooner! Glibness aside, we people are not the Grand Canyon. We don’t change just with the passing of a new year or the position of Saturn in its orbit. We have to take action in our efforts. 

With my 27th year on the horizon, I am looking to make some changes. Making some clear efforts to be better than where I am now and strive towards where I want to be. A friend of mine from college, Zach, recently reminded me I once said I’d give LA a ten year shot before reassessing (thanks for the reminder, bud). Zach also used to say life is about self improvement, and there’s nothing better to think about when falling asleep then what you did today, and how you can do better tomorrow. 

Whether it is that big ball of gas with its rings of ice and rocks floating in the sky, I can’t say. It feels like there are moments like this in all sorts of people’s lives. Bill Hader talked about living in LA for five years, working assistant gigs, until he realized he needed a creative outlet. He joined an improv group, eventually got discovered by Megan Mullaly, cast on SNL, and now writes and directs one of the best TV shows out there. 

Billy Joel once sang “I'm sure you'll have some cosmic rationale,” but this change is only going to happen if I do something about it. 

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Not Zach
1/28/2021 10:55:25 am

If the best parts of the movie were in the first act nobody would stick around for the third. This is your second act, and it can go in any direction you push it. Problem is, there's no right direction (and there may actually be a few wrong ones!), so you're just going to have to suss it out and stumble forward towards anything and everything. Saturn is a collection of dust and gasses, so are you but you're a collection of dust and gasses with free will. Saturn goes in a circle, Danny goes forward. Now go forward, my dusty gassman, and keep putting your feet in front of each other! You're already somewhere you weren't before, and if that's not enough then keep doing it and see how the next somewhere feels. (If you hit Bakersfield you've gone too far so just text me and I'll come pick you up). I love you, man.

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